March 15. Trying to write an essay. I can't.

People say that they should live life with no regrets. What a lie.

No regrets are for people who have the most to regret.

Having no regrets is simply a way to make yourself feel better.

In the end, you're left with them.

Regrets don't make you cool.

The world seems to have stopped. I'm waiting for things to start happening but...the world seems to have stopped...

Dearest Readers.

Have you ever been so mad that you just see red. You can't focus on anything else but that med burning pissed off feeling you have?

I guess since I'm a redhead it's only natural for me to see red everyday but lately...its been taken to a whole new level. 

What do you do to relax readers?

Because right now all I can think of doing is punching a hole through my wall.

Becca

Hey Readers,

So as of late I have been in a bit of a conundrum.

I'll go onto my internet, open Google (my choice of search engine) and my mind will draw a blank. A complete stinking blank. 

Of all the things in the world I'll have the opportunity to look up, a million things at my fingertips and I can't even think of one. Has the internet dare I say it...Gotten boring?

Say it isn't so readers. 

My good thoughts go out to you. 

(What thoughts I have left)

Becca

Anarchy in the UK

Hey Readers,

So I'm here in the new territory that will be my home for the next two months before I go back to school. 

It's pretty awesome here, except for the fact that I'm kind of lonely. This happens to be really ironic because I actually haven't been alone at all since I've arrived but I feel lonely. What else is new right? 

Oh well. I'm hoping that life will give me an unexpected twist soon and everything will be alright. In the mean time, I'm here. Kind of pissed off. 

Whatever. I think I have plans tomorrow to go to the market and hopefully with any luck I'll have a good time. 

Night readers. All my love.

Becca

And Amazing Grace how sweet the sound cause I once was lost but now am found...

Good Morning Readers!

Rise and shine. Today's the day to make something happen. The birds are singing, the sun is shining and I am about  to go visit a Tim Hortons. While I am gone however, I want to make sure all you lovely people are keeping yourselves occupied. 

Go do something today. Something that you would have never thought of doing until now. Maybe it's baby steps and maybe it's completely out their and in your face...I wish I could punch someone in the face...hmm maybe I'll do that today. Anyways the point is, GO OUT AND BE OUTRAGEOUS!!!

I can't wait to hear from you. 

Muchos Love

Becca

Hey Readers.

Looks like this might possibly turn out to be a regular thing. We'll see how it goes. 

While my mood hasn't improved any from last night, my little cousin did a fabulous job distracting me today with a trip to our Science Centre. 

We ate lunch and he reminded me of my love for children by wearing most of his lunch rather then eating it. It was really cute and we had a great time. Even though there was this chamber and my curious cousin wanted to see what was in it. It looked kind of weird and I was like "Sure ok." 

It was only after he went in and got started that I read "This is really scary. Be forewarned" It was actually a recreation of a Nazi war camp Isolation and I was like "CRAP!" I ripped the door open and was like "Oh look we have to go.."

My cousin was like "What?" but he came with me.

So a few minutes later we are walking by it and this kid a few years younger then him comes out bawling and I was like "Yeah I wonder why...." 

So I almost made my cousin go through that...Can you say 'Best Cousin of the Year Award?'

Other then that my day was pretty uneventful. I'm still in a reletively crappy mood and I'm putting on the smile for my cousin. So I guess this blog is a thank you to him. Because without him, I would still be in bed under the covers. He gave me a reason to get up in the morning and for that I thank him.